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They laugh because I'm different, I laugh because they're the same...

29.07.2008.

:((((

Nisam isla na Dubiozu. :(
Nisam isla vani. :(
Nemam sanse kod - - - - - - - :(
Izgubila sam 20 Eura :(
Izgubila sam kljuceve :(
Dosadno mi je :(
Sama sam :(
Trebam smrsat :(
Nigdje veze, sva sam :(
:(

27.07.2008.

:P

Hya!

Danas :(
Svi su na Zosteru. GRRRRR
Krivo mi je pravo....
Kako mrzim stroge roditelje. Ne daju mi da uzivam. Ne sjecam se kad sam bila bas sretna kuci.
:O
Whatever brato

21.07.2008.

yeaa









NE SMETA!
NE SMETA!
NE SMETA!


U nedelju je Dubioza OH YEAAA jedva cekam
Obozavam ih

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Hoceli iko vode brate? Moze vode jasta!

<Mia
<Asja





Za kraj:

NE SMETA!!!

21.07.2008.

xd

21.07.2008.

i wuv

Today I Love (danas volim):

Berina
Asja
Simmy
Jasmina
Mia
Chora
My dog
Me
Chocolate
XD


Life is random. So am I.

21.07.2008.

jupii

18.07.2008.

h

No one is perfect… that’s why pencils have erasers.

15.07.2008.

xD

LIVE.


LAUGH.



LOVE.



I am veryy happy today,,,



11.07.2008.

:)

Cao!

Eto me danas vec stoti put.
Bolje sam.
Veoma sam sad emotivna pa cu pisati o mojim friends jer ih jako volim, i hocu da znaju to!

ASJA L.:
Ovako, Asja...Veoma vrijedna cura koja te sigurno nece iznevjeriti! Kad se mi spojimo onda sve gori! Ja sam njena naslijednica :D. Cura je stvarno cudo. Ja sam njena bubav a i ona moja :P
Sa njom mogu pricati o svemu. Ko god misli nesto ruzno o njoj je sigurno pogrijesio!

MIA C.:
Ova cura je stvarno cudo.Obazavam je. Nekoliko rijeci sto je opisuju: Originalna, Mudra, Pametna, Otvorena i Vjerna. Mia, hvala. Hvala sto si bila tu kad mi je bilo najteze, hvala sto si me razumijela, hvala sto si tako krasna osoba! <3 Posjetite joj blog: muse.blogger.ba (odusevit cete se)

ADORNA (Tidza):
:D Isto je veoma originalna i ne stidi se nicega. Super je i veoma ponosna. Zabavna i super u drustvu! Adorna=Zakon

JASMINA B:
Posebna cura. Obozava Japance XD i J-Rock. Voli pisati pjesme.  Razumije me skroz. Uvijek se zajebajem sa njom! Nadimak: kiRa                     i wuv yoo

AMAR B:
Amar je svijetsko cudo! Super prijatelj. Ako ti ikad treba savjet, slobodno njega pitajte! Ovaj lik je mene spasio mnogo puta i neznam gjde bi bila da nije njega bilo. Hvala Amare! :)

ERWIN H (erwa):
Erwa je stvarno mocan lik. Super u drustvu. Sa njim mozes pricati o svemu. ImA mocan smijeh (lol) Svira gitaru dugo vremena. Ekstra je stvarno.

SiMMy:
Eh...ovo je stvarno mocan covjek. Veoma je strpljiv i uvijek uzivas pricati s njim :P:P
Jako mi je drag, mogu ga i nazvat bratom. SiMMy care! xD

ARNA:
Arna je super djevojka. Ima super savjete i kajala bi se kad se posvadala sa njom jer je odlicna prijateljica. :D

ANES: Braco moj jepi!!! On je iskusan lik ;) i lud totalno. Volim ga ko' rodenog brata, jos valja sto mi je on bodyguard (lol) i naj naj
To je sve za sad.     :D My pleasure. :D

11.07.2008.

:(

Far Away- Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go


Jesam sjebana danas :(

11.07.2008.

:(

Evo neke pjesme o mojim osjecanjima.

Danas mi je dan stvarno uzas, nemam sta vise rec...

  ( if you don’t have anything good to say, don’t say anything at all)

 

YOU

You roared at me
I look at you
you climb in bed
I held your hand
you smile at me
I kiss your hand
You fall asleep
the night has peaked
dare we speak?

Glance around
Don't make a sound
Laugh away
these crazy days
please don't frown
I don't want you down
Hold you tight
when your full of fright
never out of sight
you're my light

In the spring picnic for two
Watching the sky so blue
clouds pass bye
let us never die

See you walking
laughing and talking
didn't think it real
life can make things a wonderful meal
sometimes things seem so wrong
but that doesn't last long
just give me a hug
ill give your hand a tug
its cute when you pout
you put a plane in my coat
Made my day
please don't go away

Ill always be here
just take a peer
here in my hood
feeling pretty good
when your feeling dim
just find me
i hope i can make you grin

 

 

  MASK

This mask I wear,
she serves me well,
she hides my pain,
so they can't tell.

They see her smile,
never my tears,
she shows no sorrow,
she fights all my fears.

They believe she is me,
if only they knew,
that she is my mask,
my saviour too.

My scars she hides,
behind laughter and lies,
she say's she is fine,
but slowly she dies
.

 

 

SORRY

sorry for the title
sorry for being me
sorry for living
sorry for being dumb and an idiot
shall I lay the iron on my arm and after that
I lay me next to the worms in a wooden box

 

 

 

I…

I breath
I see
I taste
but I`m not alive

 

 

 

WILL YOU PLEASE?

please call me names
so I know I`m not nameless
please hate me
so I see that I'm not inviseble
please cut me
so I won`t feel numb
and to feel that I lived
let me do that one myself
please

 

 

 

I CRY

I cry out
But no one hears me
I seek shelter
But no one shields me
I reach out
But no one sees me
I scream
I cry
But only on the inside
No one knows me
I exist only to myself
I am in your world
But only as a ghost
Forever lost
Dying on the inside

 

 

 

ALONE

I walk alone
My head is down
I walk alone
No one around

I sing alone
My sad little song
I sing alone
I want to go home

I cry alone
My tears drip warm
I cry alone
In a silent storm

I die alone
As I always have
I die alone
This world is sad

 

 

LONG GONE

Tears roll off her cheeks
As raindrops trail down her window
Her room is where she hides now
Where she prays she wasn’t so weak

Too many times she’s been this way
Shattered, cold, and alone
His harsh words still echo cold
Memories of when he walked away

She’s broken now and giving up
Never finding what she seeks
She only knows one way to end the pain
To prove she’s had enough

Warm blood is such a contrast
To her cold and pale skin
Her wounds drip blood...and memories
Of star-crossed love that couldn’t last

As she feels her sorrows start to drain
Her memories start to fade
And wash away
Like tears in an ocean

By the time her family comes to her aid
There’s nothing they could do
Couldn’t save her from herself
Besides, who would want to save an emo girl
Her sanity was frayed.

 

 

BAD MEMORIES

Turn to run but there’s no-where to hide
Looks so helpless from here in the inside
Close my eyes and breathe deep
Lose this fatal game of hide and seek
God, how’d this happen to me?
Happen to me?
Remember endless days waiting for your call
For your words of treason to end it all tonight

So many ways to end a life
When a second lasts forever
Some things best left unsaid
Because some scars never heal
One night can change a life…
And your kisses they burnt my flesh
Your silence makes my ears bleed
Your angel voice is poison
And it’s pulsing through my veins

BAD MERMORIES AND HARSH WORDS GO FULL CICLE IN MY HEAD
WHAT’S THE POINT OF BEING ALIVE
IF IT’S ALL GONE WHEN YOU’RE DEAD
IF SECRETS ARE LEFT HIDDEN
DO THEY FADE AWAY
AND WOULD IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF I SAID, “I HATE YOU”
‘CAUSE “I LOVE YOU” DOESN’T WORK

Blood is thicker than water
And it will forever stain your hands
That memory is burnt into my brain
And some things were meant to be forgotten

BUILD ME UP TO WATCH ME FALL!
I LOVE YOU……JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!

 

 

OUR LOVE

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony
To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me,
We then,
Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers
This place that was ours.

 

FALLING AWAY

I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity

Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying

 

 

 YOUR LIES

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together


AUTUMN TIMES

Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives
Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls
Mellow serenades that once played between hearts
Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs

Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds
Cupid has lost his romancing arrows
Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow
Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts

Howling chilly wind blows through the mist
Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place
Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust
Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fall...

 

 

 

GONE

I walked through the front Door,
Heard you screaming in our room,
I rushed down the hall,
fingerprints and blood, smeard on the walls

looked at your picture frame,
your eyes, they gleam
I kept going through the guts and the tears
my heart breaks, the next thing it hears

A gunshot in the background,
the hellish painting in my head,
missing you already,
i just know that you are dead

Now you stay, in my heart
in my head, its over, its over,
it just hurts like the shame,
and the pain, its all gone…
its all gone….

I walked in, he was on your bed
had a hole in his head,
the puddle was a mess,
the fucker deserved it at best

I went to the window, as I looked down,
your body was lifeless, lying on the ground
I ran down to you, It was more than I could stand,
the ring on your finger was still on your hand

I took your body, to the tomb where you lay,
the law of death we must obey,
The memories of you slips,
as I kiss your lips

Now you stay, in my heart
in my head, its over, its over,
it just hurts like the shame,
and the pain, its all gone…
its all gone….

SEPTEMBER SONG
Please dont take away my last choice,
no recollection nor the sound of your voice.
September, sweet, september
this is your song, just keep holding on.

I remember, when we we’re younger,
you had a crush on me,
you kissed me in your room,
you held my hand and i could smell your sweet perfume.

I remember one Halloween, I was a pirate,
and you we’re the beuaty queen.
just dont worry, and take this to your grave,
im still here for you, and things are the same.
September, how are you today?
you must be proud of the words you said to me,
But don’t fret because I am doing fine,
we havent talked in years, and you arent mine.

so please dont take away my grace,
no recollection or pictures of your face,
september, sweet, september,
this is your song, just keep holding on.

WHAT I USED TO THINK

I used to think that living was inside me.
Silence is a great healer of time.
Make no objection to die.
Demons in my way, I cant make it home.
Stop trying to make me stay,
and let me get away!

Theres worse things lurkin in the darkness
I need a way to escape this time.
so I keep Searchin, and workin for my life,
We need to calm down and say what makes us numb.
But i just can’t survive this time!

I used to think this life was also free.
I thought I lost you, but i really lost myself inside,
My eyes fill with blood as I cry.
No words in what i say, I can’t talk on the phone.
My life is haunted by the things,
Stop making me insane!

There’s Forces workin in our heads,
but we are afraid to fight them,
SO I keep Jerking, and searching in my sleep at night,
To find a reason to why im dead on the inside,
So I need you to save me.

THE NO-TITLE POEM

You could wake up dead tommorrow.
Its only tuesday and i’ve gone insane.
No one has a life i can borrow,
so I’ll suffer with mine loaded with pain.

I dont know what I want, but i dont want this.
I wish I could just go away and not exhist.
I’ve lost it, I’ve finnally lost it, and it only gets worse.
Curse the person who put me in this diverse hearse.

I’ve been so snowblind and forgotten my path,
for it is covered with horrid things from my past.
I am set to forever get away, from this life from this day.
The endless time ticks away my life, and leaves it all grey.

I have made a fool of myself for this last time,
I will just go away and I shall die.
Like a mountain of stress things break and creak,
inside my head my thoughts swell and leak.

I do not have any last words before i am worm chow,
so i will just walk off the stage, and take my bow,
If you want to know the meaning of what you just read,
look in the papers, because by now, I’m shurely DEAD.

DEAR SHADOW

Dear Shadow,

I know you’ve always been here for me.
I really appreciate you, and i think you agree.
If it wasnt for you then there’d be no me.
Without you nothing would be.

Without you the sun wouldnt shine at day.
Without you i couldnt see inside to play.
Without you I wouldnt have a friend.
Without you I couldnt pretend.

Wherever I go you Follow,
When I eat you swallow.
In the evening your taller than me.
But i can deal with that, to a certain degree.

Thanx again, and Sincerely,
ME

YOU-DEAD/ ME- INVISIBLE

You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.

Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Nan Legge, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
Nan Legge, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
Nan Legge, I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.

 

MY <3 FOR YOU

Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.

 

IM TOO BIG TO CRY

 

I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

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SiMMy <3

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